The Furious Angels
FA Discussion => Off Topic => Topic started by: Anonymous on August 16, 2004, 11:51:54 pm
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WARNING:
If you do like like curse words, please do not read this thread. This is my Off Topic Venting thread. Everyone can feel free to reply, but when im ranting I some times use words that may bother some people. So there is your
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PS: Admins, feel free to edit and/or bleep out anything you see as non postable. Thank you, the one and only ~Cosmic =)
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Thoughts on LIFE/DEATH
I wake up every morning (really its more like afternoons, not mornings, but dont correct me, its early in my post) and I wonder about.... shit. Odd thoughts of the world and why is it the way it is follow me all day long. Each question leads to another question and those questions that have answers really dont have answers, they have more questions. My head hurts now.... eh. I'll try and go slower.
The point of life isnt to live, its to die. Im not being dark or morbid, Im just trying to make a little point. We live by default. The end of our road is death and that itself is a big mystery. What happens if we die that there is nothing? Is that it, its over, after all the shit we have been through, ITS OVER?
It could be, couldnt? Because no one knows anything about death. But then again, no one really knows about life, now do they?
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About my Tag
The tag/nickname Cosmic Drama is new to me. I used to go by Vision X. I was big on Tribes 1 and 2, Diablo 2, and Aliens vs Predator 2, etc. If you've seen that tag before it was most likely me. I've always went by Vision X. So, this brings me to the puzzle:
The FA, for me, being one of the newest, yet, COOLEST (if i do say so myself) members. So, I had to solve that bitch ass puzzle. And I cant tell you how much I hated it and loved it all at once. The puzzle was why I wanted to be in FA. Not to spoil the puzzle for those members who have not do it (you sorry bastards) but the last part takes you to a tarot card site. I was WOWed by the puzzle, so out of respect for FA and the puzzle itself I wanted to change my tag. I clicked on a card layout. I set it to only draw one card. Whatever that card was, I'd make it into a new tag. Risky, but it seemed to have worked out for me.
I drew this card : "Who is watching THE COSMIC DRAMA?" and this is what it said about that card: "Some answers:
(a) You (b) Me (c) It hasn't started yet. (d) We (the gods such as the Greek gods on Olympus) invented the drama for kicks and then forgot who we were and started believing that it is real.
Like the "Who Am I?" and the "What Are You Feeling Now?" cards, this card is a meditative tool for increasing awareness."
The more I thought about it, the more it made sense. I am that card. Thats how I feel everyday. So It was a perfect fit, much like this faction is for me. My randomness is slowly ending, for the moment anyway. So Ill leave off on a more happy note then which i began.
I care about MxO, and I feel like Im now a part of a family that not only cares about MxO but they care about me too. Honestly, thats really, for lack of a better word, cool. Its really cool.
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PS. Dont correct my spelling.... dont please....
Until next time...
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Cool. :)
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No! Don't make me think about what happens when you die! So many questions do indeed come up and there are rarely answers. I can't imagine being "gone" "not here anymore" "no longer alive", you must go somewhere, but if you die, where the hell do you go.But your dead, so you go no where, but AWHWEHAWEHAWHEAWSDA<Lb.zfzsx. <--- Spazm.
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Sounds just the same way as I think, except my thoughts are probably more random and a lot faster. That'd be my A.D.D. Here's a pause for thought, we all have questions that have answers like 1+1=2. Simple things that have a definate answer, there are also questions to which answers are impossible like 'Why are we here?' they will only be answered in death (in my opinion). Well, those are basic. Now how about the questions we don't even know yet, they could be anything and the answers are even more unknown.. keeps me thinking.
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Life......
3 Months ago I rode my Dukes Of Hazard Big Wheel down my driveway. 2 Months ago I was playing Football In highschool, and just Last month I was staring in my college play "I Hate Hamlet"... Right?... I mean... this was just last month right?.....
No... It's been 23 years since I rode a bigwheel.... Where has the time gone.... I haven't played football in nearly 10 years... Although it does seem like it has just happened.... Time to me does not make sense... It don't seem to follow a steady patern... When I need it to go fast, it trudges on... and when I'm at a moment in my life that I want to last forever... It excapes me before I can blink.
The meaning of life is also just as elusive... You, me nor will anyone living be able to truely know the meaning... It is something we can only learn once we learn all life has to teach us. We must lead our way through this life. It's a cruel, eat what you kill world.... And only one thing I know for certain is we are, for lack of a better word, alone.
It's about ballance. Love, health, financial Success, happyness... All of these things seem to be flying about me at all times... Yet I can only grasp 3 at a time, while the remains to spin out of control.....
I suppose I could believe in fate... That we all have a purpose, but then again with this 'purpose' we are without our inherit right 'choice'....
Maybe I should believe we are all just bumping around... complety on chance.. that means anything is possible right?.....
Oh, we evolved........ nah, just not enough for me there.
I suppose it's not up to me, on when I know the meaning of life... But I know for a fact that this question will be answered after this life.
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*cough*
Is this thing on?
*fixes keyboard*
YOUR WRONG!
Heheh, just kidding.
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Kick ass dude you had a Dukes of Hazzard big wheel ? You know Ben Jones the dude who played Cooter has a garage..(no kidding) in Sperryville Va. pretty close to where Hybrid lives.
ANYWAY.... you should watch the penn and teller "Bullshit" show on showtime about death and funerals or any of them for that matter good stuff.