I'm sorry...

[Styan]

Kayda, take it easy man, get your life back together, and the game and the plan will still be here when you get back.

[Bellthazor]

Hey Kayda, I'm really sorry to hear that, that fuck deserves to have his head curb stomped and i was there i would do it in a second. I know right now it hurts but you will get through it, we will be here for you.

[Anonymous]

Fresno you say? I'm not to far from fresno.......... "Mommy can I go visit my friend in fresno?" Just tell me when you find out where he lives and I'll be there. I'll *gladly* be there. >: )

[Anonymous]

I know I'm new, but if you ever feel like you need to talk some stuff out or need support just hop on TS and look for me. I'd have no problem, sometimes we need to just get out our emotions, letting them build up can be worse.

[Anonymous]

Well, I've spoken with the guy. I was calm, cool, and collected. I spoke to him as two responsible adults would (In other words, I didn't make any threats to tear off his jaw and bury him alive), and he essentially said that it was his fault, and it was wrong of him to do it, and he'll never do it again. A wise move.

After speaking with my girlfriend, I've been informed the reason for her temptation to do this. It seems it is because I am not there for her as often as I'd like to be (She's about 6 hours away from me). Some of you know the extent with which I go in order to scrounge up money (ie. Selling things) to go see her.

After having sold literally everything I have of value, leaving me with pretty much nothing but my computer, bed, and clothes, I have decided it is necessary that I go and visit her again, to try and resolve and smooth out the situation. She really needs me, and I her.

Most unfortunately, I don't have anything left to sell, nor a job with which to bank on (Though, chances are I'll have one as soon as next week, though I will not get paid until the end of the following week, and the complications of getting time off within your first month of employment). I must, much to dismay, turn to ask a favor of all my fellow Angels. It pains me to have to do this...I hate asking for help in anything I do (it makes me feel weak), but I would like to ask that you all help me to get enough. I need roughly $100 to be able to go and visit her. I am not asking for anything large in sum, but just whatever you can spare. Whether it's a dollar, or five dollars, or what have you...

If you all could help me do this, it would mean so much to me. We'll have been together for two years come this October 17th. You would be helping keep the relationship with the woman I love, and help keep the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life, close to me. Thank you advance...

My PayPal account is tied to Tarkonian@hotmail.com . If you could find it in your hearts to help me, I will be eternally grateful and will pay any and all of you back who contribute in as timely a matter as is humanly possible. Thank you all for dealing with me through these hard times. I know I haven't been the most pleasant person in the world, and I'm sorry that. Again, thank you.


P.S. I'm sorry that this had to ruin the fun for you, BlueLeapord2005. Though, I'm sure Kayda would be more than willing to still boggle your mind and drive you crazy. In case you are wondering, that mini-event I am doing is based all off of real information from in the game pertaining to upcoming events, and information presently known. The reason I am doing this mini-event, is because I am auditioning to be a LET member.

[Anonymous]

Is no problem, Kayda. I'm still going to help you keep the mini-event going for your audition. Best of luck with LET.

[Anonymous]

I don't know which one of you did it, but I appreciate it immensely...Aaron, thank you for your donation. It truly means a lot to me. From the bottom of my heart, thank you

[Anonymous]

Do you need any more $$ or do you have enough?

[Anonymous]

I am a little over 25% of the way...I have about $28 in the fund right now...I need at least a hundred dollars....so far, things aren't looking so good...I won't go into the details I don't want to sound like a whining little bitch...but needless to say I feel like Hiroshima looking up at the bomb as it falls...